well school is changing and people seem to be changing on me again and it is literally annoying the living fuck outta me no matter what i say or do they do not click in until sumthin goes down between me and them. I really need to find time and like get away somewhere where i do not havta see any one and i mean every one that i associate with, too many ppl i kno are not them selves any more and we are drifting apart even more than we were before its kinda sadly really. The more they try to reconnect with me the more we drift apart. Had a fun time trying to deal with one friend who went all emo cuz of a break up between her and her ex bf she waz like this for like 3 months n it jus took her till 2night to turn around n come bk n try to apologize to me cuz she figured i waz mad at her cuz i pretty much jus glared at her wen i seen her the past 2 days... *sigh*
i dunno wut it is but nothing is teh same n e more and i am now finding myself more n more emotionally lost there are very few people around dat i can be happy with and sumtimes even than dat doesnt work hells if i kno wut is goin any more
any wayz im gunna shut up considerin i have nothing interesting to tak about dat wont make me upset or pissed off

~~denny out~~